Dear Readers,
A long time ago in a galaxy far, far away….
Zhihan L. starts us off in this very special space issue by rediscovering the space closest to all of us, home (1). Bahar T. falls waxes poetic about love, the moon, and the faces in the stars (2-3). In the fourth installment of Allison W.’s ghost-hunting serial It’s Not For Everyone, there’s a galactic storm a-brewin’ with aliens and authority on the horizon (4). Ross T. illustrates just office work will be like once we outsource it to space; the same arguments about whether the coffee is caffeinated or not still occur, but this time there’s a view (5)! A lightbulb goes off for Will S., who hops aboard a sentient space probe and reviews 17776, a multimedia speculative fiction narrative that tackles what happens when humanity solves all of its problems 15,750 years from now (8). Ross T. draws up and diagrams out just how we’ll all be preparing for spacewalks by then (9, 13). Next, queue up “Supermassive Black Hole” because it’s time to play ball! Lightning-bolt Dragon Ninja gives their account of the strange, unearthly sights encountered after the game, and makes you wonder whether you’ve been whacked in the head or just drunk too much cherry slushie (10). Finally, as spring break approaches and we complete the final countdown before blasting off to our own corners of the cosmos, Betsy W. invites us to kick the space dust off our boots and bids us a farewell that’s out of this world (14).
See you space cowboy,
Your Spring 2021 Editors
Aislin Lighter Steill, all this science, I don’t understand.
Bahar Tarighi, rocket man.
Erik Beserra, thinks it’s going to be a long, long time.
Lauren Mondroski, missing the earth so much, missing my wife.
Fiction by Zhihan Lei, Allison Wallace, and Jules Dubel
Illustration by Betsy Wight, Ross Tidwell, and Bahar Tarighi
Review by Will Stevens
Playlist by Grail & Friends
I have something that the stars do not
I hold it in my mind,
the sight of the night sky
and the echoes of the silent brush
I see god in your eyes
The moon didn't say I love you back
I don’t understand why this is still a problem,” the ACS Director says, point-blank from behind the line of tiny crystal goblets filled with discreet, elegant sips of sherry. The Director’s flight, and that of every sherry-flight at the table, glistens in the muted light of the cabin. He stares on through the front windows of the yacht’s dining room into the night. The city is partially hidden on the horizon, and, up above it all, almost insignificant pin pricks of light lie scattered like fallen sequins.
*- I saw aliens at the 7-11.
†- No you didn’t.
∆- Really?
√- What the hell are you on?
∑- Sounds like a concussion. You know, it's possible to whip your neck around so fast you get one, especially if you’re striking out as hard as Blue.
*- That one was totally not on me! The sun was in my eyes! I blame the weather!
He bolts upright from the classroom floor to find there is hardwood now instead of emerald carpet. His legs are shorter than they’d used to be, clad in long khaki shorts that show shriveled monkey limbs from the knees down. No. No, no, no!
His hands are shriveled like the prunes he’d so often associated with old age, thick white hairs curling off the backs of them, follicular steam. Where had she gone?
When I first met Paul, I thought she was a Jesus freak because of her shirt. The shirt was screaming neon yellow, the kind of shirt they give you at camp because you need to be able to find your campers again after letting them loose in a roadside history museum or food court, and it was too big because they only ever make camp shirts in one size. It said “TAG — YOU’RE IT!” on the front, with a big screen-printed cross. It was kind of threatening.
Phaedra lulls at sea, draped in satin that melts when touched by water, perched on the rocky coast. Temptress by night and day, Phaedra represents desire, impulse, and risk. Her voice and beauty make any man surrender to her grasp… Infatuation as a psychological phenomenon entails a constant state of arousal and demonstrates a variant of ‘love at first sight’.
“Get up! Wake up, there’s a bear!” the voice cries, reaching and opening a shadowy lump in front of them that sounds like a bag.
“There are no bears in New Jersey,” the other body turns over and sighs.
The voice whispers, rushing in anger, “Then it’s a serial killer. Get up, I am not dying on a Wednesday.”
There’s an old story about Yuri Gagarin, the first man in space. The story goes that when he was up there, alone in orbit, looking at the earth, completely alone, he began to hear this ticking noise coming from somewhere. The noise continued for minutes, and then hours. He frantically searched through the whole cockpit, tearing panels out of walls, but he couldn't find it. There’s nothing he could do. So he decided, after it all, that the only way he would be able to make it out alive was to fall in love with the sound.
A year ago I stared at the numbers rising on the New York Times website. Every day I found myself feeling more inept as 10,000 became 20,000 became 40,000 became 80,000. I stared at the numbers like a moth at lights. Inept and discouraged. I still feel inept. I now have a tab with the New York Times vaccine distribution map. It is weird staring at this good news. Some part of me doesn’t feel hopeful since this is just what needs to be done. We failed and are now picking up the pieces.
- Sir, for the last time, do you know why you are here?
- I told you, I don’t know.
- Look kid, we haven’t got all day. And my partner here is going to get all upset if you don’t start talking.
- Sir, can you at least tell us where you were the night before the incident?
- The incident?
This was before the establishment of large public parks, meaning that if you were a Victorian-era urban American, you most likely spent your time outdoors strolling and picnicking with family, friends, and lovers, all amidst the dead.
Chandramukhi (2005) is a comedy horror film starring Rajnikanth and Jyothika. The film draws on classic Tamil cinematic elements (e.g. actions fueled by intense special effects) while using traits of traditional South Indian culture.
· Arriving
· The first song you listen to through headphones
· When a good bakery has good tea (the complete experience)
· The crisp, blue outlines of the hills here in Western Oregon
Portland is a peculiar white haven, and I come from a melting pot that smells like urine year-round. Both are good, but very different.
Many people scoff at fanfiction, dismiss it as a lower form of writing or plagiarism, or assume that it’s all poorly written smut. This is far from the truth. The truth is that fanfiction is, at its heart, an expression of deep love for stories and storytelling.
Released on August 25, 2020, Haley Blais’ Below the Salt is an album I wish I had during my first year of college. Coincidentally, that’s when I first started listening to Blais, a Vancouver-based singer-songwriter and vlogger whose wacky sense of humor and DIY bedroom-pop bangers resonated with me, a freshman living on her own for the very first time and trying to make sense of the world and herself. That unsure first-year is a senior now, but no less unsure, and I think that’s the point of Blais’ debut album: her label writes, “Below the Salt is a coming of age story that recognizes that there is no real ‘coming of age.’”
Playlist:
Space Walker
Odes to spacewalkers and aliens alike.
Reach for the stars,
The Grail
The hallway of our apartment complex was dim. The light turned on only when I made a noise. There was only one window, looking out from the narrow gap between apartments on the end of the hallway, and the sun never shone in. I had lived there, on the second floor in a twenty-story building, since the beginning of my memory. White paint hovered over the ceiling and ended by my calf, and the lower half was just grey.