On one day, there was a sunrise.
Today there is rain.
Today I have never been nothing.
I just have to figure out who I am.
It is such a big question.
There's so much water flowing through
This waterfall, even though it looks peaceful
From far away.
The fish swim behind a rock,
Trying to fight the current.
I want to join them but I
Have forgotten how to swim.
It snuck up on me, this forgettance of self.
All I used to know was the fight against change.
I knew how to stay still.
The rain has soaked me to the bone.
I have gone with the current.
It is not spring and I am not a salmon
And I don't know how to swim back up.
I am here and I don't know what here is
And I don't know where I've been and
I don't care to know where I am going.